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my head

Created on 2006-12-13 16:02:06 (#11818100), last updated 2009-05-23

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Name:	assylia
Location:	Florida, United States

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My story... not sad, necessarily. I'v been thin all my childhood, and most of teens. Everyone always said I was way too thin, I never payed attention, I ate whatever I wanted, but I still liked the attention. Then I gained a few pounds and frieked out so I stopped eating. I wasn't trying to be anorexic or anything, just lose weight, anorexia was some mystery to me then. So basically I f-d my metabolism then gained a wopping 20 pounds in a short summer. I wanted to die, thought I might. Now I feel like my head is on my shoulders, I stick to restricting because my metabolism is so fragile and I want to keep it as normal as possible while Im trying to lose. It kills me to think of how thin I was, but I'm glad I'm smarter than I was last summer, and I'm glad it's over and I'm glad it happened. Right now I'm mid stream, no stopping now. I'm losing and I'm not going to stop, until I say so. haha

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